"No reason. I wouldn't have either." Snapping his eyes shut as soon as he'd answered, Ray held up his palms. "That's not what I meant to say. Except it was. That was a lie. No, that was a lie. No-fuck--" His hands clenched into balls. "I don't trust easily, okay? I have problems with it and you have been one of my biggest. But that's only because I have feelings for you."