"I'm not mad." Not at Ray, anyway. He was plenty pissed at Danica still, and he hated sleeping on the boat.

"I was, but it didn't last too long. Disappointed. I guess. I think that's what I was... Am." Considering it had been longer than he could remember since the last time he'd put enough faith in anyone to the point where they could disappoint him, he wasn't the best judge.